Wednesday, May 1, 2013

The Joy of Reunions

My 50th high school reunion has come and gone -- and it was memorable. It was, at once, joyous, poignant, instructive.

                                                     

It was a celebration spanning three days -- starting with a cocktail party at our classmate Julie Smith's Pasadena, CA home and going on to an all day event at our old high school -- Flintridge Sacred Heart Academy -- atop a hill overlooking the Rose Bowl and the Los Angeles basin. We were feted by the school as "The Golden Girls" and received roses, golden diplomas and a new yearbook of sorts that featured our youthful senior portraits and descriptions, updated ones and space for our reflections on our high school experiences, favorite memories and teachers. We ended the day with a dinner at an old, familiar local steakhouse and a few of us squeezed in a Sunday brunch before departing back to our homes and lives that stretch from Maine to Cabo San Lucas.

                                     
                                                Graduation Day - June 5, 1963

                                         
Class of 1963 - April 20, 2013


Amidst our celebration, there were painful moments as we remembered the one classmate -- Janet Zieschang -- who has died and the classmates who chose not to attend -- including those who harbored bitter memories about the abusive behavior of one of our teachers and those who said they just couldn't face the prospect of a reunion. And we missed those who wanted to attend, but were too far away to make coming economically feasible -- including our classmates from El Salvador -- Dora Emilia Molina and Maria Teresa Lopez Harrison Barrientos -- who followed the reunion from afar via social media, Liking the resulting pictures on Facebook. All of those who weren't there -- those who chose not to come and those who couldn't -- were very much missed.

There were the wistful, nostalgic moments.

Being in a wonderfully familiar place made the march of time suddenly more significant. There were only minor changes in some of the school's decor, but major advances in the academic curriculum. We looked at the very dated pictures of our tenure at the school and then at the bright and incredibly short uniforms of current students, all of whom looked impossibly young and beautiful.

                                       
                      Current Students: were we ever so young and beautiful?

                                         
Sister Ramona next to me at reunion lunch


Sitting in the dining room where the boarders ate their meals (and where I, a famously freeloading day student, dined often back in the day) seemed like a step back in time. And yet, it is a very different time now. Most of the students now are day students. There were some familiar, beloved faces at the dining tables. But we were strangers to the young, who listened to our stories and took pictures for us and served us lunch with admirable patience and grace. And I thought about how we had done the same, sure that we would never be as old and gray-haired and sloppily nostalgic as those alums -- and now, here we were.

Only one of our teachers was alive and present -- Sister Ramona, whose first year of teaching high school was our senior year. She was my favorite teacher and a favorite of many other students through the years. But there were some others -- Sister Gerald, Sister de Fatima, Sister Mary Joseph, Sister Benigna -- who live only in memory and in the difference they made in so many of our lives.

There were moments that were instructive -- those of us who carried extra weight had suffered somewhat more with aging than those who kept their lithe figures. And yet, there was no criticism, no judgments. Those in better shape reached out to help those who struggled with steps or with prolonged standing.

And there were the moments of pure joy and shared happiness.

There was joy in finding that superficial differences fall away with time and that the rich essence of another survives, made even more marvelous with time and life experience. We were no longer divided and classified. Those of us who tended to be more academic as adolescents mingled easily with the jocks, the cheerleaders, the alienated and the socials. True, we were still quite different in some ways. Some were grandmothers, even great-grandmothers. Some were childless women who had focused on a variety of careers. Some of us were feminists and some more traditional. Some were religious and some not. Our differences, both past and present, didn't matter. We were simply thrilled to see each other.

                                                           
Toni Park (r), Eileen Adams and me

Cheryl Jensen (l) and Pat Hill
Joan Palmer (l) and Julie Smith
                                         
Sheryl Nadler (r) with her sister Carolyn (class of '58)
Eileen Adams (l), Sister Ramona, me, Joan Palmer
                                         
                                A dinner celebration to conclude the joyous reunion 

There was the warmth of reconnection. In some cases, I was reunited with some marvelous women who were my classmates from kindergarten through high school: Pat Hill, Toni Park and Sheryl Nadler. The rest had been friends through adolescent angst and high points. And each time a classmate appeared, it was new cause for celebration. My former classmate Doreen Gardner was a bit late to the golden diploma ceremony but in time to hear her name called. When she walked up and took her place beside me, we looked at each other and embraced warmly, like dear old friends.

Although we always liked each other, Doreen and I had little in common when we were teenagers. She was so cute, with perfect hair and a bubbly personality and was a cheerleader. I was none of the above. But she told me once, I think, at our fifth or our tenth reunion, that she had always envied me because people took me seriously. And I was stunned -- and pleased -- understanding better how insecure we all were way back then despite perfect hair and cuteness and bright futures ahead.

There was reassurance that the goodness of others can survive decades of life experience. Julie Smith was still incredibly kind and funny. Sheryl Nadler's sense of fun and emotional generosity hadn't wavered through the years. Toni Park's eyes still sparkled with warmth and joy. Joan Palmer and Sue Adams, classmates who left to attend other schools before we graduated, were back and still so dear and insightful and fun. And Pennie Eiben, so diligent and so quietly thoughtful and reassuring in her teens and in her young old age, was responsible for getting us all together once again -- devoting herself to contacting our class and urging us to attend for the past three years.

There was the pleasure of remembering ....and being remembered. Mary Mullins smiled when she first saw me at the Friday cocktail party. "I'll never forget your playing King Herod in the Christmas play!" she said, embracing me.

I was momentarily stunned. How many people in my present daily life could imagine me with a paste-on beard (which made my father queasy), flowing robes and brandishing a wicked looking rubber dagger while yelling "Not if he were my own son! I did it to three of them. I would do it to three more! The child must die!!" King Herod, by the way, was the much coveted starring role in our traditional Christmas play. Mary and Joseph were mere non-speaking walk-ons. And my friend Eileen Adams, with whom I have had some fun "dueling Herods" sessions over drinks and nachos, played Herod the year after I graduated. She laughed with us as Mary and I remembered.

There were unexpected reminders of a time past. Cheryl Jensen, always so smart and so committed to her faith both then and now, surprised me with the question "Have you kept your faith?" I found myself explaining to her that my faith has changed somewhat over the years as I let go of Catholicism and embraced a more eclectic spirituality, but that the ethical lessons from long ago are very much a part of the person I've grown to be. And I reflected for quite some time on the fact that no one had asked me such a question for many years, nor had I felt compelled to define and explain what faith meant to me now. And I was grateful for her gentle question.

There were the insights from sharing old misconceptions. When we were in high school, I thought that my classmate Claire Griffith was too sophisticated and cool to approach. I doubt that we said two words to each other in school. I had no idea that she was really struggling to adjust to boarding school life and by her own admission "was not a happy camper." She thought I was a "super religious brainiac" when I was really shy and seeking comfort and peace through a painful adolescence. And now we were standing in our classmate Julie Smith's kitchen dishing and laughing and thoroughly enjoying each other. I was struck by Claire's gentle kindness, amazing resilience and great sense of humor. She was struck by my irreverence and earthiness. And I was filled with gratitude at this chance to know her in a whole new way.

                                                   
                              Eileen Adams, Sue Adams, Claire Griffith and me

There were the people who have been dear friends of mine through all these years -- Eileen Adams, Pat Hill and Sister Ramona -- who made this celebration extra special for me just by being there. (Sister Ramona was also present to be honored as an all-time distinguished alum -- class of 1952 -- for quite literally saving our school when it hit rock bottom financially around 1970. Sister Celeste, the current principal, said none of us would be experiencing this wonderful day were it not for Sister Ramona's hard work, inspiration and ability to turn the school around both academically and financially. I was filled with happiness hearing the words of praise for this very special woman.) And there were those with whom I was thrilled to reconnect, those with whom I want to maintain a warm connection once again.

And there was an awareness of time. While it's quite possible that some of us will never have the opportunity to see each other again, we wished for future reconnections -- to stay in touch, to plan another reunion in a year or two arranged by Claire in Cabo San Lucas, hoping that our numerous south of the border classmates would be able to attend.

I hope it happens. I hope we all do see each other again.

But even if we don't, this wonderful celebration will linger as a golden memory, keeping a group of kind, smart, feisty and funny women very close to my heart.


17 comments:

  1. Such a memorable event. I had a reunion like that once - it put some old ghosts to rest.

    ReplyDelete
  2. What a wonderful account. I have not attended a high school reunion since my 20th, which was 25 years ago, and I fear I wouldn't recognize anybody --even though I was yearbook photographer'66-68. But your post, and pictures of such lovely, welcoming faces, has done much to allay my doubts. Thanks!

    ReplyDelete
  3. I so enjoyed making that trip with you, because that's exactly what you did with your wonderful narrative, was take us right there with you.

    I got such a sense of warm satisfaction from reading this and coming to know your classmates. Thank you for sharing it with us!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. This is a beautiful composition and truly relates to all of us at this
      time in our lives and the memories that we have and those memories
      that live on our entire lives.

      Sister Ramona looks quite good considering.

      I am so glad that you had these special days in your life. I often
      reflect on the many memorable days and people in my life
      at St. Xavier Prep School in Cincinnati - perhaps the most
      formative years of my future.
      Chuck

      Delete
  4. Ah, you made us all want to return to our high school for a nostalgic trip. Glad you enjoyed it.

    ReplyDelete
  5. This is my first time to stop by your place and I am immensely pleased that I did. This post was pure joy to read. The Class of '63, oh my. I remember those years and how I admired the "older" girls who seemed to be doing so much while I was still in elementary school. Now, in this post, you have brought me up to date with those girls, wherever they might be.

    As for my own reunions, I have only attended the 10th, in 1980, and don't know if I would show up for a 50th. I might, though, after reading this. Doubtful though if we will have one as that is not something we were ever very good at. Didn't have a prom, either, as it was not relevant to the time of the Viet Nam conflict when our boys would be soon putting on uniforms and dying on foreign soil. Maybe, just maybe, someone will see the relevance of celebrating our 50th anniversary and plan a reunion.

    ReplyDelete
  6. What a nice reunion you had... I'm so glad you could go, Kathy. Much has happened in lives since 1963, hasn't it? I may go to our reunion (several graduating classes together) this summer if we can work it out. I haven't EVER been to one... I graduated in 1960.

    Glad you went and could share it with us.
    Hugs,
    Betsy

    ReplyDelete
  7. What a wonderful experience. I also have reconnected with some old friends and it was surprising to me how the years fell away and we picked up exactly where we left off. One of the gifts of growing older is the wisdom that time has given us. I know I am less judgemental, more open, less afraid...and this allows me to experience relationships differently than when I was young. This was a wonderful account of your weekend and I'm happy for you.

    ReplyDelete
  8. I did enjoy this, Kathy, both for your sharing of obviously precious memories and for a glimpse into a very American tradition of class reunions. Here in the UK we don't have school graduations (graduation is only from university at degree level) or the tradition of regular class (we would probably call it year-group) reunions, yet I can see from this post and others I have read how important it is to very many Americans.

    ReplyDelete
  9. I'm so glad Sister Ramona was there. I remember you writing about her before. I sometimes wonder if anyone should go to a reunion before 40 or 45 -- those early years are just to unchangeable but several decades put some of the odd behind and as you mentioned, bring new personalities and interests (or at least later discovered) to old classmates.

    You inspire me to attend my next one. And actually look forward to it. Lovely account with so many spot-on observations. Very nice.

    ReplyDelete
  10. Never have been to one but you make it sound delightful. How nice that you have remained friends with some after all these years but also that you were able to find enjoyment discovering the real persons lurking in the ones whose paths you didn't share 50 years ago.

    ReplyDelete
  11. Hi Kathy,
    So sorry to have missed the reunion. You all look so lovely and peaceful...especially Sr. Ramona...I miss her. She was definitely a moving force in my life.
    Thanks for the account...made me feel as tho I was there.
    Many blessings,
    Ann Hall Curtis '66

    ReplyDelete
  12. You have a special gift for keeping relationships alive.

    ReplyDelete
  13. Dear Dr. Kathy I truly enjoyed reading this about your class reunion. So much of what you mentioned here reminded me of what I found to be true at my last reunion.
    I can tell from these wonderful pictures of you and the others that you were all enjoying the moment of being there together.
    Those that did not attend or were unable I do hope they read this post.
    Glad you were there for the honoring of Sr. Ramona. I know you have spoke of her before and the influence she has had in your life.
    As always I am so happpy I came by for a visit.
    I have really missed you
    Love
    Maggie

    ReplyDelete
  14. I'm so glad this event was so memorable and insightful. We have our our 50th this summer. Yes, it has been a long time since '63, but we are all girls at heart. We are girls who have been seasoned by life and appreciate that we are still able to gather and share, and laugh, and see the young girls we once were when we look in the eyes of our dear friends.

    ReplyDelete
  15. Dear Kathy, this reunion sounds so life-enhancing and life-giving. I found myself smiling broadly as I read your account. Your enthusiasm for your classmates is palpable. I've kept in touch with only two of my classmates from grade/high school. But at the end of the month I've travel up to Mount Saint Scholastica Convent. I graduated from the college in 1958 and entered the convent that June. The convent is celebrated it's 150th year of being in Atchison, Kansas, and I'm so happy to be able to attend the celebration for all of us--still living--who left the convent and yet are considered to still be "family"--part of the community. It's a wonderful feeling and I'm eager to meet those women with whom I entered back in 1958. Peace.

    ReplyDelete
  16. This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

    ReplyDelete